Still The Same
Stomach churning,
vision failing,
mind blank,
hands shaking,
I have to talk to you.
I stand facing you,
after all this time.
I see the same guy,
the one I thought
I loved.
I hand you yours.
You hand me mine.
Then you open your mouth,
and I see,
yet again,
a spineless,
weak,
and sad guy.
Not the one I loved,
I see,
the one who left me.
God knows why,
I was scared to see you again.
Maybe I was scared,
you’d still be the guy I loved.
Thank god you weren’t.
Cause I you had,
I’d be rewrapped around
your finger in a heartbeat.
Thank god,
you turned into
a bigger douche
than before.
So now,
my stomach is fine.
My vision has cleared.
My mind is full of happy thoughts.
My hands strong.
I never have to speak to you again.
vision failing,
mind blank,
hands shaking,
I have to talk to you.
I stand facing you,
after all this time.
I see the same guy,
the one I thought
I loved.
I hand you yours.
You hand me mine.
Then you open your mouth,
and I see,
yet again,
a spineless,
weak,
and sad guy.
Not the one I loved,
I see,
the one who left me.
God knows why,
I was scared to see you again.
Maybe I was scared,
you’d still be the guy I loved.
Thank god you weren’t.
Cause I you had,
I’d be rewrapped around
your finger in a heartbeat.
Thank god,
you turned into
a bigger douche
than before.
So now,
my stomach is fine.
My vision has cleared.
My mind is full of happy thoughts.
My hands strong.
I never have to speak to you again.