Roped
Wow,
I can't believe myself.
I still care,
about the people who hurt me.
No matter,
how hard I try.
I still get roped in,
you still win.
I lose.
I don't want you,
or need you,
for that matter,
in my life.
But still,
you find a way in.
Catch me off guard,
sneak past my defenses.
Don't you understand?
I don't want you anymore.
With me,
in my life.
Just let me go.
I let you go,
your turn.
Let me go.
Please?
I can't believe myself.
I still care,
about the people who hurt me.
No matter,
how hard I try.
I still get roped in,
you still win.
I lose.
I don't want you,
or need you,
for that matter,
in my life.
But still,
you find a way in.
Catch me off guard,
sneak past my defenses.
Don't you understand?
I don't want you anymore.
With me,
in my life.
Just let me go.
I let you go,
your turn.
Let me go.
Please?